When I started compiling word pictures of my childhood memories, I realized they were like the mailboxes along the roads and the old barns set back in fields overgrown with weeds that served as landmarks in rural Montana.
These landmarks told us where we were and how far we had to go. Sometimes they signaled “home” and the end of the road. At other times, barely visible through swirling
snow, they told us we had miles to go.
In the 1950’s, a barn that looked like this one became one of our landmarks after it fell in on itself one Saturday night.
It had served its farmer well, provided shelter for his cows and a dry place for his hay; occasional shelter for a piece of machinery and sometimes a place to hide Christmas presents that might be discovered if they were brought into the house. Neither the barn
nor the farmer would have directly acknowledged it but the last time he walked away from it that evening, they both knew it was about over, and his hand gripped the shaky, worn-smooth-as-silk frame at the door with gratitude. Out of habit, the old latch that holds the door shut is dropped into its place.
The old man knows the barn has nothing left to give. He recognizes that the weather moving in is, sometime tonight, going to take her down. The next morning as the farmers are visiting outside the church, waiting for the bell to ring 27 times, they listen to his story. (more…)